"All my possessions for a moment of time." - Elizabeth I
Tergesa-tergesa dalam malam sejuk. Termengah-mengah sendirian. Terpinga-pinga mengurus kehidupan.
Permulaan semua ini tanpa keakuan. Buat aku terasa seakan-akan kurang self-centredness. Walaupun itu memang aku. Buat masalah, sekadar terperasan persembahan diri yang sedemikian. Namun pasti benar aku ada yang bisa bidas hal ini. Picisan aja penyataan sampah itu. Aku tak selfish? Di dunia mana? Di sini - mungkin?
Aku masih lagi dibelenggu pencuri masa. Mahu aku salahkan keadaan. Nak aku tuding kepada nasib. Bolehkah begitu? Tapi juga aku penuh pengharapan. Untuk semua itu berakhir. Waktu untuk penghijrahan kini - mungkin?
Honestly, I am now happy. Segembira yang aku mahukan. Yang aku impikan sebelumnya. Gembira. Indah. Manis. Tiada cela itu kecuali aku. Dan aku masih mahu hijrah. Bukan hal jauh dekat. Tapi hal cepat lambat.
Kala ini, aku berdiri tinggi untuk pandangan mataku melihat dunia dan kehidupan; yang mereka dan yang aku. Mengapa perlahan benar? Bukan perlahan masa. Tapi perlahan segala peristiwa yang tersirat dan bakal tersurat. Aku terkejar-kejar. Aku dikejar? Pencuri masa jahanam!
24. Aku suka. 3. Kini aku juga suka. Dan aku gembira. Nota buat kalian: aku gembira.
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I viewed the world... And life seems to be going so slow, as I continue to wait...
5 comments:
happy to hear that u are happy...
chills kayy
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones~
u'll get there.
one step at a time.
patience, faith, determination.
and sheer will of course.
;)
life is too short to be sad...live life to the fullesst!!
yeay...im happy! happy jugak!
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